The loss

What if I can’t stand alone?
What If I fall...

Expect me to take it all like a man
Like nothing stands on my way,
that I am unbreakable?
When the knife cuts
it leaves a permanent mark

Do you think that if you survived
I would too?
Maybe my cuts, too deep after all
My back, against the wall
No hope, fear that I fall

So what if I fall?
Who would stop me anymore?
You? No, those days are over
Not worth dying Not worth killing

You ripped my heart from my chest
You carved your name into my flesh
You burnt my whole world to ashes
Nothing survived from your flames

Once we were like one
in the world of love and trust
We were like day time´s sun…
that will never shine again

You had your retaliation
and I deserved remorse
Nothing from our resource
changed this distorted course

What are we striving for?
When we leave no trails,
only directions to follow

There are temptations,
they never go out

What are we striving for?
We give our heart
when it’s beating cold

There’s intentional loss,
and it never goes out